this is some of my peotry and written thoughts Text
I am the heart valve
between reality and chaos
swimming peacefully
in the vast expansive blackness
waiting for the eternal sunset
rebirth
after almost killing myself yesterday
i reached enlightenment
I have teeth
and I am not sad
I didnt see the lights
and I turned the wrong way
my moms words
and her nose and finger i see
she is wise in her ways
and I begin to love her god
I took a walk to take away the work
and I saw things that no one has ever seen
I saw everything
and I saw nothing at all
a rock
i do
a gaze
a shoe
the breeze
my head
my knee
a bruse
i do
and succeed
i do
more
for me
a coliseum in the sky
where electric warriors
and liquid dancers
start the show
and the birds, like swimmers fly
and no one fights
I awoke after vivid dreams
to a less random dream
to stretching
to spinning under the water elephants
jaw gape, lip curl
my chest tingled
everything is beyond control
swirling determination
of the "sky patroll"
I've found myself lost
losing myslef I've found
everything
im in orbit
circling the endless universal self
lucidly dreaming reality
really reasonable
with tangible and intangible
touching confusion with content growing eyes
smothering myself in the afterglow of each previous moment
moving with the grace of experience
accepting everything
expecting nothing
trying to be a bloody human
wanting to be forever nothing
as the day swings
closer to the edge
my mind sinks to the land of the dead
side wind
and forget to link it all together
it will be smooth and still
watch it grow and fill
the spacetime it as
until
"you" are no more
